i'm addicted...to porn!

everyone have some form of addiction in life...i've somehow picked up an addiction of porn. how ah? how ah? ok or not?


i enjoy looking at men fuck each other...the point when they reached their climax...damn!!! sibeh shiok ok. of course you know what happens after watching porn...needless to say.


what addiction do you have?

to choose or not to choose...a closure

earlier in the month i wrote about some career opportunities that was presented to me...i've reached my decision...status quo for now.

earth hour

in commemoration of this year's earth hour...i made it known to the practitioners that it would be a lights out class.

it was two great sessions...i conducted the classes in pure calamity...no music, no lights...just poses and breathing. little does one know that amidst all the noises we get from our daily lives...at times, just shutting down a certain sense can bring a lot of peace and focus on oneself. the silence can sometimes be deafening as we focus on our breathing and eventually the heartbeat in itself reminds us all how precious we are.

goodness me...a physical attributed class somehow took a different dimension today and it felt emotional to be in touch with the innerself. i think i gotta do more of such classes.

lights out y'all!!!

electricity is not free...

biatch : excuse me (loudly and nearly bang into my phone that is being charged close to ground).

me : please be careful, there's a phone being charged.

biatch : why are you charging your phone here? this is not right...electricity is not free you know..it's not fair...

me : my phone is dead, i'm just charging for a while.

biatch : you are such a disgrace to the chinese race...

me : do i care?...i don't care...mind your own business lar aunty...

biatch : (continue to mumble...)

me : (unplugged my phone and walked away to a different port...mumbling myself too...)

that was what happened this afternoon at uniqlo. was accompanying my boy to get some socks and undies...only to realised that my phone had completely died on me. so, decided to plug into a socket and get some juice flowing...was hoping to get at least a good 10% charge.

then this short cropped hair aunty (i think she purposely walked in front of me) came buzzing her busy little bootie and exchanged the above crappy conversation.

i guess the questions are...can i or can i not charge my phone at a shop? indeed, she's got a point...electricity is not free...but in times of need, would it be acceptable to 'steal' some power to boost up the device? i was hoping to get enough juice so that i can check into foursquare to earn some badges...hehehe.

also, was she trying to mock the chinese race or is she just being a nasty racist...by the way, you biatch, if you're ever reading this (of course you won't be)...i'm not chinese ok...i'm malaysian!!! 

nonetheless, truly...is there anything else free around here now? would you 'steal' electricity if any of your devices are flat?

to choose or not to choose

i guess i've been fortunate enough to be presented with numerous portfolios...then again, like the saying goes, too many cooks spoils the soup...i think there's too many soups now and only one cook.

job opportunity comes and very good job opportunity comes...which one do one chooses?

questions such as what you see in your career path? what do you aspire in 3-4 years down the line...what do you want to achieve? damn...brain cracking questions to think about. how the hell would i know what my career path is...if i did, i wouldn't be working right now no? 3-4 years down the line? heck...i don't even know what's gonna happen to me 3-4 hours later...too far to think about. achievement? i always thought achievement is an on going process...it's like work in progress...never knew one can just stand up and say i've achieved it.

i'm really a person who take things as they come...i don't look too far ahead as i have no control over what's in store for me for the future. but one thing i know for sure, i can always take control of my current situation...i guess right now...status quo would be my best choice for achievement.

ah pui...hor seh bor?

hi ah pui, 

it's been so long since i spoke with you...but i'm not complaining, as i've met you finally...after so long. besides, this entry is way over due.

did i tell you that you look amazingly good. i'm glad that a lot of positiveness is coming your way.

i miss you! look forward to seeing you again soon...real soon.

hugs,

p/s: you didn't take me for chai tau kuey the last trip...you owe me one!

deja vous...

history seems to have repeat itself...communities are just recovering from the recent christchurch aftermath and now an earthquake with catastrophic magnitude struck the east coast of japan creating a 10 foot tsunami that came ashore...live coverages everywhere from cnn to wires...i don't know what to feel and will never know how the victims feel.

amidst all the destruction mother nature has brought to the land of the rising sun, there's a sigh of relief that we're somehow safe from all these madness...it also got me thinking...how blessed i am to be in a place spared from natural disasters, in the companion of family, friends and loved ones.

seriously, there's nothing to complain about...take another breath while you can still breath...as you won't know what's gonna hit you next.

prayers are with the people of japan...god speed.