i have a crush on you!
the thing about falling into crushes is just so funny. you can get into it like a flash and it takes forever for you to come out of it. i wonder why.
i discovered today that a neighbour of mine is realy 'happy'. and apparently he lives a closeted life. hell yeah! one look at him and my 'radar' went bonkers. of course no approach was made but i finally knew someone who knew him and confirmed his sexual orientation (phew! that was a mouthful). so, what now? do i approach him and say hi...of which i think he would have just flipped and faint two storeys down from where he is staying or wait for a formal introduction by my 'friend'.
on the other hand....i have another candidate who is still studying and is already 27 years of age. no offences intended but hey you...shouldn't you be a bit worried about not starting your career since you're close to the big 3-0.
having said that...year 2007, i'm turning big 3-0. there's just so many things i have yet to achieve in life and a quarter of a century has just slipped by. i was just advised by a friend to start cataloging all my possessions. you never know when it's time to go, one should always be prepared for the worst, he said. ding! another thought to ponder for the new year.
i gotta get a grip of my life not to mention getting a grip on the cow pose which i've been ever struggling since i started my practise. i'm not preparing for anything but my current sitch. heck the future and fuck the past...i'm more concern about my present moment.
